She brought a family of 15 to the city from the reservation. The kids all tried to find a place where they"d fit amidst the viscous isolation they fought a lifetime drowning in. They remember all the times of being left out of the love with no one else. They"ll remember all the nights they spent trying to cope with drink, the pain inside, a bottle they spent drowning, the drugged and blacked out nights. She only wanted something better for kids and for her life. Hold onto this inside until breaks (you). Don"t let me burn. I"m not equipped to feel. The years of drowning of lives still haunt you deep inside. You"ll bury all the times they made you hurt inside. No memory like this could make you justify the years of drowning lives. She said 'don"t look back. Keep straight ahead. You"ll find your way. You"ll find yourself' She brought a family of 15 to the city from the reservation. The kids all tried to find a place where they"d fit amidst the viscous isolation they fought a lifetime drowning in.