Slowly eaten from under the skin but a cry of terror remains within Why do you have to go, it's already late Took the car, drove into the night Could no longer carry the weight Depression lies heavy on your heart Spiritual surrender you're torn, torn apart Staring at you like an outsider looking in Making me feel so helpless within A heartbeat away from having no heartbeat at all Ready to end the fight So close you're devoted to death So close hold on and take a deep breath Once again a flashlight to guide Once again try to keep everything inside Depression lies heavy on your heart Spiritual surrender you're torn Torn apart A heartbeat away from having no heartbeat at all.