My silent smile my hidden cry
My silent smile is there just
Hiding all what you've done
I guess this time you don't wanna fight
I guess I have to accept you are for whoever tries
I know that all your friends make fun of my disgrace
I know you lead them
I know that everytime you leave you spit my name
I know you don't
Care, you just don't care
I can't get away from this because
Trying is sometimes so far from my hands up
I say that I miss
But I can't feel what I had and now is lost
My only friend has been this chair
My only friend since walking for me is dreaming awake
I bet that's why you can stay awake
I bet that's why you told me I'm not lonely no way
I know you feel that I'm too heavy for your wings
I know you feel that
I know that you don't have respect for all of this
I know you don't
You crash my future
And then you want me
To think you now
Can fix my present
My silent smile is there just
Hiding all what you've done
I guess this time you don't wanna fight
I guess I have to accept you are for whoever tries
I know that all your friends make fun of my disgrace
I know you lead them
I know that everytime you leave you spit my name
I know you don't
Care, you just don't care
I can't get away from this because
Trying is sometimes so far from my hands up
I say that I miss
But I can't feel what I had and now is lost
My only friend has been this chair
My only friend since walking for me is dreaming awake
I bet that's why you can stay awake
I bet that's why you told me I'm not lonely no way
I know you feel that I'm too heavy for your wings
I know you feel that
I know that you don't have respect for all of this
I know you don't
You crash my future
And then you want me
To think you now
Can fix my present