Be My Blood Lyrics

I am not within, within myself.
I am not here, here I lay asleep, asleep in someone else.
Hopeless eyes, withered skin,
Who is this man that stands before me?
My eyes blind, I can't stay here.
In a fog so thick, all is grey.
I misplaced myself and I lost my face.
I hate what fills my shell.
There is nothing clear and nothing is mine in this self-made hell.
I am not here, not within myself,
Cleanse me,
Rape me.
Fill me Satan.
Fill me father,
Bringer of light,
Be my blood.