I've never told a soul how much I hate myself, how sad I can get at times
And I've never been able to express myself to anyone
I always end at the same dumb houses always feeling stupid and so unwanted
And I get so sad sometimes because the life I have isn't anywhere near the life I keep searching for
I just want to be happy. I want to know what its like to wake up without a worry.
I don't want to go out anymore
I just want to stay in
I'm lost, I'm scared and my life is a mess
And I'm always apathetic hidden in bed
And I'm lost, I'm scared and my life is a mess
I feel like I'll screw up every chance I get
But at least I have you
And I've never been able to express myself to anyone
I always end at the same dumb houses always feeling stupid and so unwanted
And I get so sad sometimes because the life I have isn't anywhere near the life I keep searching for
I just want to be happy. I want to know what its like to wake up without a worry.
I don't want to go out anymore
I just want to stay in
I'm lost, I'm scared and my life is a mess
And I'm always apathetic hidden in bed
And I'm lost, I'm scared and my life is a mess
I feel like I'll screw up every chance I get
But at least I have you