myself, i can't say it. today i wished. i wished the calmest thought. i laid down before you. i was so dead in your arms. what would you do if i said 143. it's always like this. i'm only here to remind you. i don't think i can do this alone. common sense for a second. frustrated from these screams. still holding on with these pictures. now still holding on with the sun the wind the rain. i want you to bathe in me. to touch my lips again. it's all wrong. but yet we still want to breathe. it's all the one. to try himself for a second. dream for everybody. it's ours, but you're still not here. but i will wait. i woke up this morning and you're still not here. and i know you're never coming back. it's in your eyes. all i've ever known is in your eyes.