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I've got a problem
But nobody knows when I get in over my head
I look for the answers, reach out my hand
But I end up asking stupid questions instead
I only to get high
To complicate my life
I only break people's hearts, when they're falling apart
I only to act strong
To pretend I belong
I'm only around for my favorite parts.
I've got addictions
To drugs and to women and everything that I can touch
Start with a little
That turns into a lot, then turns into way too much

I'm not coming down this time.

I see everything
That's inside me
And everything
I want to be
But I'm better,
I'm better than nothing