What I Wished I Never Had Lyrics

Dont catch me at the wrong time
or you will feel my wrath
the one i wished i never had (wished i never had)
I need to rid myself of resentment
and every last bit of it
if im going to live up to the things ive written
i need to clear my mind of this anger
and all the rage that ive held near
if im going to live up to the words ive spoken

BUT I HAVENT YET
letting go
is how i can start to fight my way
out of this hole ive dug
in this war against myself (this war against myself)
but i havent yet (but i havent yet)

Dont catch me at the wrong time or you will feel my wrath
the one i wished i never had (wished i never had)
I wish i never had this demon inside
i wish i knew how to cast it out
I wish i never had this demon inside
i wish i knew how to cast it out
But i fear it will never leave me (but i fear it will never leave me)

I need to rid myself of resentment
and every last bit of it
if im going to live up to the things ive written
I need to clear my mind of this anger
and all the rage that ive held near
if im going to live up to the words ive spoken
Letting go, Just let it go
I know, i know (x4)

I know i need to let go
of everything that has
ever made me think myself better
Im not better than anyone else
of anything thats filled me with anger
that i have taken out on everyone else (on everyone else)

These demons will never leave me
I can only find ways to not let them out
These demons will never leave me
but i control them, not the other way around...