Ever Dead New Waters Lyrics

I think I'm looking for
too many things and wonder if
it's right to upset you
Finding all I need.
I think I have no right to do so and
to force you to stare sad at me
as you did not understand what I want.
I think it would be right
not binding you to me or
Fooling you so deeply.
You're the right person in
every dead new waters
never bringing nowhere,
but now I don't feel too much
to forget.
I'm afraid of feeling hysterical
as the only boredom make me feel,
a liar greedy for his own lies.