Even Now Lyrics

Even now
after all these years
I think about you
with both joy and pain
Even now
I remember when you left
I walked all night through the rain
broken and lost
swearin' i'd never love that way again

Even then
you were aiming much higher
somewhere higher
than you thought i could fly
Even then you were looking for rainbows
something more than the cloudless blue sky

Now you tell me you were wrong
you never should have left me for an empty dream
And now you spill out your regrets,
a mighty river to a bitter stream,
lyin' awake, thinkin' about all that might have been
I guess we're even now
I guess we're even now

Even now
more often than i'd like
I think of you
and the place we used to share
Even now
I remember all the songs
and your perfume and your hair
I was carried away
until you cut me down in mid-air
Even then
there was something inside you
something bright
that was burning so cold
Even then
there was something about you
something dark
that I couldn't hold

And now you tell me that your life
has never been the free flight
you thought it would be
And now you know it's way too late
all we've got is history
You know that when i lost you
you lost me
I guess we're even now
I guess we're even now
I think we're even now
Even then
you were looking for rainbows
Even then
in a perfect blue sky

I guess we're even now
I guess we're even now
I think we're even now
could be we're even now
I think we're even now
I think we're even now
I think we're even now

All that summer
in the moonlight
you were dreaming
I was believing
all that summer
in the moonlight
you were dreaming
I was believing