Cruel to Myself Lyrics

thoughts are running through my head
the words I said and what I meant
nothing seems to come out right
'cause I can't say sorry
'cause I can't say sorry
'cause I'm too confused

[refrain]
torture myself
too weak to be vulnerable
cruel to myself
how do I find my way
torture myself
too weak to be vulnerable
cruel to myself
how do I find my way home
scratch your name into my mind
see my pain or are you blind
come and make these diamonds shine
[refrain]

I am helpless
waves are crashing down on me
I am breathless
suck me under pulls me in

[refrain]