Fear in the Mirror Lyrics

Something got to me after years of trying to escape myself, retrace myself.
I'm recovering from the paranoiac state that I've been in, when did this begin?

I just thought I'd let you know...
The fear in the mirror is gone.
The fear in the mirror is gone.
No, I won't go back.
No, I won't go back.
I thought you were a friend so I let you plant this seed and walk away.
What's left to say?
The more you'd interrogate, The more I let you manipulate my sense of shame.
Was I the one to blame or was it you?

I should've listened to myself and never let anybody in.
These constant headaches are killing me now,
well, at least you're not around.