Safety in Numbers Lyrics

I used to be alive
And so beautiful inside
Now I've lost my way
An open book with a torn page
Something's missing in me.
I'm losing control
Behind these four walls
I can't breathe anymore
Believe in me

Honestly, this distance is what's killing me
I lied when I said waiting was fine
I need you here with me now
Cuz every hour hurts
Except the last one kills.
Don't say you're losing your faith in me
It's only your mind
That fills itself with dirty images.
You don't need to stop your world
I just want you to include me
These d*** circumstances
You didn't have to lie
Why was I weak?
Why did we let it go?