Against the Grain Lyrics

I saw the things that could be
and now they're come to stay
You know that I can't take this
I can't watch this thrown away
It's not the things you told me
it's not the times we stayed
I know I f***** up
I can't make this go away
She kneels to pray
Things gone astray
Against the grain
It wasn't what it should be
It wasn't all the ways
I would not watch what's coming
now I know it comes my way
and now we lost it all
and all the times it could have stayed
We know that we f***** up
and now I know there's just no way

I'm counting all the ways
it's sitting in today
you say there is no way
it was against the grain