Sober (demo) Lyrics

There's a shadow just behind me,
shrouding every step I take,
making every promise empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called "must we"
just because the son has come.
Jesus, won't you f****** whistle
something but the past and done?

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to sleep forever.
Why can't we start this over?
Why can't we start things over?
I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down.
Trust me.

Mother Mary won't you whisper
something but the past and done.

Trust me.

I want what I want.