So Much to Lose Lyrics

I hope she doesn't see me now
I hope she never does find out
I've been crying 'cause I got the blues.
I used to think that I was strong
And now I'm seeing I was wrong
I never knew there was so much to lose!
There's a part of me inside
I always thought that I could hide
How she found it--I never knew.
One things certain--she's the first
I don't remember feeling worse
I never knew I had so much to lose !
Chorus:
Was I surprised to have this feeling
She had me reeling all around--
I never thought she'd take to stealing
Or start dealing what she'd found!

Maybe, someday I'll forget her
Maybe, I'll find sunny weather
You know the feeling when you got the blues.
She did one thing good for me
Something that she'll never see
She taught me how--I had so much to lose !