Seize the Day Lyrics

Don´t know what it is, but I know that it ´s somewhere inside of my head.
Don´t know what it looks like, only know that it is driving me mad.
Whatever the cause, whatever the reason for it to be in me, maybe I´ll be
like this until eternity. I couldn´t let go of it however hard I might have
tried, I couldn´t get any control of it though I try to fight these
thoughts in my head they´re only driving me mad, I never see the good the
good, I only see the bad.
I´ve gotta seize the day, so I can feel it !
I´ve gotta seize the day, so I´ll feel it, I feel it, I´ll feel it !
Don´t know what I wan´t, but I know that what I want is hard to get. Don´t know
what I have but I know what I would rather have instead, whenever I feel
this way I hate myself ´cause I can´t see, today is my day how happy I
should be. I couldn´t let go of it, however hard I might have tried, I
couldn´t get any control of it though I try to fight. I´m locked up in my
head, I think I´d rather be dead, I never see the good, I only see the bad.

I gotta know if this is real, I gotta care for what I feel, ´cause what I
am and who I´ll be, it´s all my fault, it´s up to me !