The loneliest time of the night, it is here
And I wait for your scratch on the door
It's true, you are gone, you're not coming back
And I cannot accept that no more
I know I am awful, I know I deserve this
I wish I was not what I am
Evil selfish fool
Give me your money, your youth and your charms
I'll squander and p*** it away
Hand me gal whose love it is true
I'll abuse her and it will decay
I know I am awful, I know I deserve this
I wish I was not what I am
Evil selfish fool
At last I'm alone, I pity myself
Though I am the cause of my pain
Always I try to blame someone else
My presence is a big ugly stain
I know I am awful, I know I deserve this
I wish I was not what I am
Evil selfish fool
Evil selfish fool
And I wait for your scratch on the door
It's true, you are gone, you're not coming back
And I cannot accept that no more
I know I am awful, I know I deserve this
I wish I was not what I am
Evil selfish fool
Give me your money, your youth and your charms
I'll squander and p*** it away
Hand me gal whose love it is true
I'll abuse her and it will decay
I know I am awful, I know I deserve this
I wish I was not what I am
Evil selfish fool
At last I'm alone, I pity myself
Though I am the cause of my pain
Always I try to blame someone else
My presence is a big ugly stain
I know I am awful, I know I deserve this
I wish I was not what I am
Evil selfish fool
Evil selfish fool