Come Creeping Lyrics

I knew the depths
I saw the signs
But I could not believe
Who showed me other ways
To love another makes me sick
These things I can´t feel whole
I should´ve seen the cracks before the biggest made me fall
Held me bleeding
And never stopped
I came creeping
Just a toy for you to f***
Kept me going
Would never stop
I came creeping
Just a toy for you to f***
We´ve payed our rent
Were shimmering two ways
I can´t deny frustration
But I won´t submit to rage
Nine of ten were lies
If anything was true
Believed you when you said the sun lived in a house with you
There´s paper peeling off the walls echoing your words
My mind is spinning, well if that´s what I deserve

I´m d***ed if I do...