Suicide Note Lyrics

My lifes' become a shade of gray
youre the only one that can make it okay
I see a razor on the shelf
time to lock the door and use it on myself
I cant believe my eyes
you are not here to save my life
and I dont want to go, I love you
I love you, but Ive lost control
I cant believe youre gone, you were my life all along
now bury me below, I love you, I love you, but I have to go
I cant go on living this way
my entire world is now filled with dismay
and I dont think I should have to stay
in a messed up world that f****** tortures, everyday

I cant believe my eyes
you are not here to save my life
and I dont want to go, I love you
I love you, but Ive lost control
I cant believe youre gone, you were my life all along
now bury me below, I love you, I love you, but I have to go
Ill set myself free, into this dark abyss Ill go
Ill set myself free, so I wont feel the pain anymore