I feel the cold setting in,
I feel the goosebumps all over my skin,
I start to fear the worse, I'm feeling so low,
I shouldn't feel like this in my own home.
And it's not a good way to start the day,
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world, though i know i should.
Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be
lying in my bed my thoughts racing.
Like they always have been.
And i feel that chill back in the air,
Though i can't see no one, i feel their stare,
They've sussed out my name, know everything I've done.
And this could be our secret, if they just don't tell no one.
And it's not a good way to start the day,
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world, though i know i should.
Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be
lying in my bed my thoughts racing.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.
And the suns gone down and I'd love it to rise,
Lets me know that I've survived.
Every noise runs down my spine.
Keep the clock to check the time.
I need to talk, need conversation,
Rack my brain for explanations,
Need her here just holding me,
Shield me so they'll leave me be.
But that's the way I've always been,
And that's the way I'll always be.
And there aint gonna be no change in me.
Cause that's the way I'll always be.
And that's the way I'll always be.
And it's not a good way to start the day,
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world, though i know i should.
Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be
lying in my bed my thoughts racing.
not a good way to start the day,
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world, though i know i should.
Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be
lying in my bed my thoughts racing.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.
I feel the goosebumps all over my skin,
I start to fear the worse, I'm feeling so low,
I shouldn't feel like this in my own home.
And it's not a good way to start the day,
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world, though i know i should.
Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be
lying in my bed my thoughts racing.
Like they always have been.
And i feel that chill back in the air,
Though i can't see no one, i feel their stare,
They've sussed out my name, know everything I've done.
And this could be our secret, if they just don't tell no one.
And it's not a good way to start the day,
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world, though i know i should.
Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be
lying in my bed my thoughts racing.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.
And the suns gone down and I'd love it to rise,
Lets me know that I've survived.
Every noise runs down my spine.
Keep the clock to check the time.
I need to talk, need conversation,
Rack my brain for explanations,
Need her here just holding me,
Shield me so they'll leave me be.
But that's the way I've always been,
And that's the way I'll always be.
And there aint gonna be no change in me.
Cause that's the way I'll always be.
And that's the way I'll always be.
And it's not a good way to start the day,
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world, though i know i should.
Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be
lying in my bed my thoughts racing.
not a good way to start the day,
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world, though i know i should.
Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be
lying in my bed my thoughts racing.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.