bright lights and freight trains are rolling fast paced into the future or back in time way ahead or way behind but you still creep along all alone the longest fall has yet to come you're obsessing with a story that's been haunting you for so long you always wanted to tear down the world to have something to rebuild you always wanted to find the darkest places to hide and I wondered why you always knew that this day would come ready for it all along I didn't know what to say words and thoughts all astray I was not able to take the pain away a regret that's been sitting there for years the guilt that's been manifesting fears bad teeth dead roots a tooth pulled a youth ruined if I could I would choose to be the one that could be of use