Fading Me Out Lyrics

The longer I keep smiling
The harder the pain gets
Thanks for hugs and kisses
And sharing ev'ry bed
Ugly is the present
And rotten is the past
Thanks for the hotel room key
And killing me so fast

Fading me out
Fading me out
What makes me disappear one day
Fading me out
Will be the last short term stay
Thanks for talking part in there
Thanks for having fun
Joined the circus, walked the walk
Thanks to you I'm gone
Maybe I'm a prisoner
Of what I brought to life
In that case I'll donate myself
A cake without a file

Will you ever ask me
Or will you ever know
How deep the blade cuts
When it's me who does it hard and slow