I don"t remember the first time but I think I"ll survive
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds it "gain keeps it alive
There"s specific things that I have to do
Day to day just to keep it at bay
You wouldn"t believe if you knew
Oh no, this isn"t real (x2)
He doesn"t know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time
I don"t remember the first time but I think I"ll survive
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds "gain keeps it alive
Oh no, this isn"t real yeah
He doesn"t know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time
I can feel it move up into my head
It is ? panic in my head
I feel it coming all taking over view
Oh please not tonight there"s nothing I can do
This is bigger than me,this is in my fear
This is paedophilia, I just disappear
Swears are falling from me
Swallow up inside
Sail ?
Won"t make this upside
I can barely handle
I can hypothesise
Sailing through the curtains
Off into the sky
Where there is no depth perception
Keep preoccupied self deception
Nobody recognizes it doesn"t have a name
My brother is infected he"s acting just the same
Screaming like a siren up and down the hall
He just wants to stop it he wants to end it all
I am just a child
I am nothing more
There are no basic functions
I am running for
I could run a mile
My distortion, everything is disproportioned
Swallow ? break all is back again
Everything is closer
More is just the same and I can hear it
It is raining mind
I will just forget this "til next time
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds it "gain keeps it alive
There"s specific things that I have to do
Day to day just to keep it at bay
You wouldn"t believe if you knew
Oh no, this isn"t real (x2)
He doesn"t know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time
I don"t remember the first time but I think I"ll survive
Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds "gain keeps it alive
Oh no, this isn"t real yeah
He doesn"t know the secret
Here is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time
I can feel it move up into my head
It is ? panic in my head
I feel it coming all taking over view
Oh please not tonight there"s nothing I can do
This is bigger than me,this is in my fear
This is paedophilia, I just disappear
Swears are falling from me
Swallow up inside
Sail ?
Won"t make this upside
I can barely handle
I can hypothesise
Sailing through the curtains
Off into the sky
Where there is no depth perception
Keep preoccupied self deception
Nobody recognizes it doesn"t have a name
My brother is infected he"s acting just the same
Screaming like a siren up and down the hall
He just wants to stop it he wants to end it all
I am just a child
I am nothing more
There are no basic functions
I am running for
I could run a mile
My distortion, everything is disproportioned
Swallow ? break all is back again
Everything is closer
More is just the same and I can hear it
It is raining mind
I will just forget this "til next time