Letter to Myself Lyrics

You're always longing for a place to call home
You're always waiting for a star to be born
But all your wishes will turn out obsolete
And all your bad luck will be set on repeat
You're always hoping for a dream to come true
You're so caught up in how it sucks to be you
Inside your mind you're thinking that could be done
Inside your head you're freaking out over time

So why keep pushing for a way to call home
And why even bother for a place to belong
When you keep on making the same old mistakes
You realize that you are only a fake
You're unaware you will collide with madness
And no one's there to help you through
So unaware you will subside in sadness
And there is nothing left to do

You're always sure this is the time you'll be right
You're so messed up that you can't handle the fight
So all your nightmares will catch up with your dream
And all your fears will be the last thing you'll see
So why keep pushing for a way to call home
And why even bother for a place to belong
When you keep on making the same old mistakes
You realize that you are only a fake

You're unaware you will collide with madness
And no one's there to help you through
So unaware you will subside in sadness
And there is nothing left to do
Impossible to find a way