Let's take this back
to the very first day.
I forced a smile
but you didn't even look my way.
My palms were sweating
and my mouth was dry.
Convinced that there was more
to you than meets the eye.
Oh God,
How could I have been so wrong?
My friends and family
they warned me all along.
I'll never know why I tried so hard,
But when you have you heart set,
The risk is worth the fall.
When you have your heart set,
You'll risk it all.
You'll risk it all.
You'll risk it all.
You'll risk it all.
So in the end things
seemed like such a waste.
I wish we never met
in the first place.
If I could go back
to that very first day,
I'd bring you to the plane myself
and see you on your way.
Now here's a glimpse into my mind.
If you could read it
I promise you'd be in tears,
But before you do,
There's something
I think you should hear.
They say the ones that are so quick to walk away,
Were never actually ever meant to stay.
This wasn't the way things were supposed to be.
I'm dying at the thought of you without me.
But now you're back with another guy.
Don't bother to call or write,
Because you're dead in my eyes.
You f****** b****
no one ever deserves this,
And I hope when you hear this
you'll think of our last kiss.
So tonight when you crawl into his bed,
Just remember
what those few words I wrote said.
"I hope you're happy,
Loving life with each breath."
But now,
When I think about you
I f****** wish you were dead.
I f****** wish you were dead.
I wish you were dead.
I f****** wish you were dead.
I f****** wish you were dead.
I wish you were dead.
to the very first day.
I forced a smile
but you didn't even look my way.
My palms were sweating
and my mouth was dry.
Convinced that there was more
to you than meets the eye.
Oh God,
How could I have been so wrong?
My friends and family
they warned me all along.
I'll never know why I tried so hard,
But when you have you heart set,
The risk is worth the fall.
When you have your heart set,
You'll risk it all.
You'll risk it all.
You'll risk it all.
You'll risk it all.
So in the end things
seemed like such a waste.
I wish we never met
in the first place.
If I could go back
to that very first day,
I'd bring you to the plane myself
and see you on your way.
Now here's a glimpse into my mind.
If you could read it
I promise you'd be in tears,
But before you do,
There's something
I think you should hear.
They say the ones that are so quick to walk away,
Were never actually ever meant to stay.
This wasn't the way things were supposed to be.
I'm dying at the thought of you without me.
But now you're back with another guy.
Don't bother to call or write,
Because you're dead in my eyes.
You f****** b****
no one ever deserves this,
And I hope when you hear this
you'll think of our last kiss.
So tonight when you crawl into his bed,
Just remember
what those few words I wrote said.
"I hope you're happy,
Loving life with each breath."
But now,
When I think about you
I f****** wish you were dead.
I f****** wish you were dead.
I wish you were dead.
I f****** wish you were dead.
I f****** wish you were dead.
I wish you were dead.