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This blessing in disguise, somebody to despise
Let's you know how much, you really know of love
It's such a loaded word, corrupted and absurd
Twisted out of tune.
Lost, I'm beginning to know the cost of trying to read your thoughts
but now I know your thoughts.

You are worried about you, I wonder how you make it through
Nagging day to day, feeling this way.
And the way you look at life as tedium and strife
but let me tell you this...
Bliss, I really wondered about your kiss, the flavor of your lips
Before this can occur, strikes a nerve

The pleasure and the pain, what's the difference, what's the difference?
One and all the same, what's the difference, what's the difference?
The pleasure and the pain, what's the difference, what's the difference?
One and all the same, what's the difference, what's the difference?
The pleasure and the pain, what's the difference, what's the difference?
One and all the same, what's the difference?
You, are worried about you.

Lost, the ungainly albatross that you carry like a cross
for those you shed a tear, they are gone and cannot hear