This Howl Lyrics

I've been here for a million years
It's only been the twinkling of an eye
This dark, this pain it's so unbearable
Fire consumes the tears I cry
I never thought of pain so drawn out
Screams and gnashing all surround me
Over and over I keep remembering
I must bear this through eternity
(chorus)

This howl
I can't turn away
This howl
Keeps droning through my mind
this howl
consumes my every thought and emotion
this howl
keeps droning on through time
I cannot bear this isolation
where have all of my friends gone?
this supposed to be the best time of my life
my fate has shown me I was wrong...

I hear his voice every second in time,
"depart from me you accursed one
I never knew you"
Jesus, please forgive me
I'm ready to accept you now
but how I know
you will not hear me
I had my chance
I turned it down

(chorus)

(repeat words after first chorus)