One Year Later... Lyrics

I'm living in this world without you
watching my own life pass me by.
I'm living in this world without you
being a bystander to my own life.
I'm on the outside
trying to look in.
I need to feel connected
or else I'm going to lose it.

I'm waiting for my destiny
to manifest in front of me.

The one thing I was sure of,
the one thing I knew,
the only thing I thought
I had f****** blew.

I'm showering at
two in the morning,
so no one can see,
clean the filth I have come to be.
How can I focus on tomorrow when I
can't live today.
I wanted hope, I wanted change.
The stars have fallen from the sky.
I wanted hope, I wanted change,
but now I'm ready to die.

You can't kill
someone who's already dead.
You can't even begin to understand
the thoughts in my head.
I beat my self over and over again
about nothing, just sensing
reality is dead.
I hate myself more than you ever can.
And I'll hate myself until the very end.

I lost my heart
the day the world went cold.
The sun doesn't rise to heat
this godforsaken earth.

An image of you appeared as I began to cry.
An image of you appeared as I slowly died.

Cynical of this world, pessimistic as a whole.
Cynical of this world, pessimistic as a whole,
living in the biggest lie, calling purgatory my only home.