Blind to What Is Right Lyrics

I'm not content with giving
into this world's misleadings
No place to put myself to rest,
or find hope in something new.
Because at the end of the day,
I always end up feeling the same way.
I've grown up a mile
from where my lifeless body will end up being,

from where my soulless body will decay.

I've noticed I can't keep my hands from shaking,
I've noticed I can't keep my mind from racing.

And all I want to find
is a better way
to put my mind at ease.
Instead I scream myself to sleep
in hopes that someone will hear me...
I'm still screaming.
Can you hear me?
And I know that one is already to many to keep around me.
I'm always haunted by the thought of letting down everybody.
I've made the mistake
of telling what keeps me up at night.
Sometimes I dream of dying,
and when I die,

there won't be anything.
You heard my screams,
but continued to believe their lies.
You just stood staring back at me,
with those hopeless eyes.
Your empty words mean nothing to me.
Stop trying to tell me why.
I want to find some meaning in life,
I want to know everything is alright,
But these sleepless nights
bring my anxious fight
to not tear out my eyes
and be blind to what is right.
Blind to what is right.