Bewildered Lyrics

I know I never took the time to try and learn the things
That make you come and go
Heaven knows, I'm feeling it now
All those days that came and went
All those evenings spent
With holocaust and disillusion
Acknowledge me this wink
Upon your calendar I think
Marks the day of our disaster
Misplaced affections, misread equations
And the blessing of love

When you see the curses in me
The crime of your rouses
And we can call it infidelity
Or my love of your bruises

You scrawled your family's name upon the moon
The very same night that
They toasted your splendor
The theory dear is not to fear
Oh can you tell me please, what of creation
Now this tragedy surrounding me
Has taken a turn for the worse
And borders on fascination
To call a spade a spade
In regards to shade
And all those who enter
So when you see the curses in me
And the crime of your rouses
Well now we can call it infidelity
Or my love of your bruises

My heart waits here, bewildered
A wilderness
My convictions' arrangement with vanity
With my vanity, with my vanity
To duplicate this sordid fate
For better or for worse, now or later
Answer me, answer me
This question mark you live and breathe
Only give to me
My belief, my belief in enigma
Yes it does

But when you see the curses in me
The crime of your rouses
We can call it infidelity
Or my love of your bruises

My heart waits here, bewildered
A wilderness
My convictions' arrangement with vanity
My heart waits here bewildered
A wilderness
My convictions' arrangement with vanity
With my vanity, my vanity