Always Means Always Lyrics

I'm not fighting back
it's not my first heart attack
seems all my defenses are overrun
a table meant for two seemed most natural with you
but lately when they seat me I say one
I'd always drive your car to visit your grandma
you'd look out of the window like a kid
she won't be here for long
judging by this song she lasted longer with you than I did
sometimes you still call
though your picture's on my wall
I still can't seem to count you as a friend
I won't help you with your math
I won't find time to chat
I'll only help the conversation end

I can name the date, your outfit and the place
when we decided to let our worlds collide
if it were up to you, you'd throw that away to
you don't know what you had and now it's died