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After that first kiss.
I could taste the failure on your breath.
You turned out to be.
Just another name on the list of my regrets.
Shut your mouth, your jaw is spilling lies.
Blaming me and naming me.
You're dead behind your eyes.
Shut your mouth, your jaw is spilling lies.
You're dead behind the eyes.

I never had a thing for words.
But hands don't stutter like lips do.
Where were you when I needed you?
Everything you've touched turned to dust.
You left me here so I turned away.
All my colors turned to grey.
These words stuck in throats.
Are arrows of false hope.
You're a waste of flesh.
Constricting thighs and begging eyes.

I never had a thing for words.
But hands don't stutter like lips do.
Where were you when I needed you?
Everything you've touched turned to dust.
You left me here so I turned away.
All my colors turned to grey.
I'm stronger than this but you're dragging me into the abyss.
An endless nightmare.
Always present but never there.

I started to think.

There is no voice that could breathe hope into that worthless skin you call home.
I've come to resent you.
Would rather walk this earth alone.
From my mind I was you would fade.
Reminded of mistakes I've once made.

Giving in turned into giving up.