Was It Even There? Lyrics

Someone got to close to what he felt and to someone else.
Someone put his trust in someone else and that someone left.
Someone now saw wings in everything.
What's to come and what has been.
Some light flickered.
Was it even there?
And I can't think of one way
in which you can suprise me.
And if I could it wouldn't
be much of a suprise now would it?

Some night took a dark twist and someone cut up his wrist.
Some blood and some knife and someone hidden for some time.
Come on now please don't tell me that it was just a scratch.
Then let me do it again, I'd like some stitches to show my friends.
I know life is fair
I got myself here
I kicked one leg off
Off of this chair
I'm such a little s*** and these hospital clothes are far too big for me.

Some nurse served me pancakes.
Yum, yum, now I feel OK.
Now if another drink would give me bad breath
honey, I just couldn't care less
'cause I don't even want one.
I don't even want one now.
I don't even want mine.
I don't want my...
And I can't think of one way
in which you can suprise me.
And if I could it wouldn't
be much of a suprise now would it?