Lord why is it my whole life I have felt so sad
A broken heart my only company
I promise I would understand if Lord you told me
This is how you wanted it to be
...Because I dont know what it's worth to go on living
All the love inside me is dead
Not one day goes by I don't consider
putting my Papaws shotgun to my head
Lord don't get me wrong there's been time I'm glad I've had
but now sweet memories are all yesterdays
And I dont believe there is any means
between Heavon or Hell
that could ever make me change my evil ways
...Because if I knew I'd hear angels sing in Heaven
I could wait until it was my time to go
Not one day goes by my prayers aren't left unanswered
Lord if you're still up there let me know
Teardrops falling down like pouring rain
ever since you left and made me blue
My only consolation is my pain
Lord let me know what I should do
A broken heart my only company
I promise I would understand if Lord you told me
This is how you wanted it to be
...Because I dont know what it's worth to go on living
All the love inside me is dead
Not one day goes by I don't consider
putting my Papaws shotgun to my head
Lord don't get me wrong there's been time I'm glad I've had
but now sweet memories are all yesterdays
And I dont believe there is any means
between Heavon or Hell
that could ever make me change my evil ways
...Because if I knew I'd hear angels sing in Heaven
I could wait until it was my time to go
Not one day goes by my prayers aren't left unanswered
Lord if you're still up there let me know
Teardrops falling down like pouring rain
ever since you left and made me blue
My only consolation is my pain
Lord let me know what I should do