As You Laugh I Envy You Lyrics

My soul is so heavy that no thought
can uplift it anymore nor any wingbeat bear it
aloft into the ether
A sea of heaviness upon my eyes something
i could never know
dont play with fire i think i know my black hands
answer for me everytime you want me
deeper i point this blade deeper to your shadow
as you laugh i envy you
And i am left to wonder i am left to wonder about me
I must be rest
i am tired
with a trembling soul
i have been crushed

i dont have forget the day of the lords

and one day we'll be lost
from the bright night you will not escape
she has not forget you even if you have
to her most glorious catacombs she will drive you
show you the mud and the blood.