Intro]
Wake up. Wake up, m***********.
[Verse 1]
I woke up after noon with my jeans and my jacket on
Empty bottles everywhere, Jameson and Jack is gone
Matches on the futon, roaches in the ashtray
Cocaine residue sticking to a glass plate
Eyes on fire, head thumping like a bass kick
Last night's a blur, that's for sure, I was wasted
But what'd I do last night? It was our last night
I can't call my in ground ? fast flight
Hopped in a cab to the lab later on
Met my peoples at the bar for some drinks, eight or nine
I was blunted when I came, puffing marijuana blends
Caught up with some corner friends, took a couple Klonopins
They blew me out my mind, I mean they must've no doubt
Cause I'm on a couch with a night I know nothing about
I'm a villain in the night when I'm spilling my drinks
Until I piece it back together and I fill in the blanks
[Chorus x 2]
I'm sick, demented, I came and represented
Drugs got my brain fried making it hard to think
Strobe light effect everything's moving slow
I keep living like this I might lose it
[Verse 2]
My anxiety was awful, kept me feeling hostile
I stopped pacing, my heart racing, the flaring nostrils
I remember a girl who's wearing some Aeropostale
A lost soul, think she had me caught in her lasso
All day a sucker for love, I'm such an a******
Drink on the drugs kick in, it's only natural
Mixed up like Tony Soprano and Donnie Brasco
d***-sucking crazy a** hoes, it ain't a hassle
This is how I think about the b****** in the drink
And I fingered the blinds open
Has his blinking on the Lincoln
My man is walking towards my stoop like his f****** heart's sinking
Banging on my door, something smell fishy I start thinking
Homie's eyes are clouded with tears, he can't see
He said Allison is dead, oh my god it can't be!
The pain written on his face, he ain't have to talk it
My address wass on a script bottle in her pocket
[Chorus x 2]
[Verse 3]
Guess I'm a man whose been filled with malice and shame
Between dreams and realities I bounce and hang
They always say that I'm p****** away my talents and things
But what could I have done to save Allison James?
? I was sniffing c**e till a nosebleed
She was eating Xanies, shooting dope until she OD'd
I took her to the hospital, left her for the doctors
And the nurses probably looked after her, watched for her
I like to make the details up as I go along
And think I did the right thing even though I know I'm wrong
But I don't know what all the thoughts pushed me to the wall
I had a number in my cell, the smell of p**** on my b****
She died, I didn't even know who she was
Maybe she was just a w**** who'd only blow me for drugs
Maybe I was just enough on that day in September s***
Maybe it's a fantasy, maybe I remember it
[Chorus]
[Scratching fade out]
Wake up. Wake up, m***********.
[Verse 1]
I woke up after noon with my jeans and my jacket on
Empty bottles everywhere, Jameson and Jack is gone
Matches on the futon, roaches in the ashtray
Cocaine residue sticking to a glass plate
Eyes on fire, head thumping like a bass kick
Last night's a blur, that's for sure, I was wasted
But what'd I do last night? It was our last night
I can't call my in ground ? fast flight
Hopped in a cab to the lab later on
Met my peoples at the bar for some drinks, eight or nine
I was blunted when I came, puffing marijuana blends
Caught up with some corner friends, took a couple Klonopins
They blew me out my mind, I mean they must've no doubt
Cause I'm on a couch with a night I know nothing about
I'm a villain in the night when I'm spilling my drinks
Until I piece it back together and I fill in the blanks
[Chorus x 2]
I'm sick, demented, I came and represented
Drugs got my brain fried making it hard to think
Strobe light effect everything's moving slow
I keep living like this I might lose it
[Verse 2]
My anxiety was awful, kept me feeling hostile
I stopped pacing, my heart racing, the flaring nostrils
I remember a girl who's wearing some Aeropostale
A lost soul, think she had me caught in her lasso
All day a sucker for love, I'm such an a******
Drink on the drugs kick in, it's only natural
Mixed up like Tony Soprano and Donnie Brasco
d***-sucking crazy a** hoes, it ain't a hassle
This is how I think about the b****** in the drink
And I fingered the blinds open
Has his blinking on the Lincoln
My man is walking towards my stoop like his f****** heart's sinking
Banging on my door, something smell fishy I start thinking
Homie's eyes are clouded with tears, he can't see
He said Allison is dead, oh my god it can't be!
The pain written on his face, he ain't have to talk it
My address wass on a script bottle in her pocket
[Chorus x 2]
[Verse 3]
Guess I'm a man whose been filled with malice and shame
Between dreams and realities I bounce and hang
They always say that I'm p****** away my talents and things
But what could I have done to save Allison James?
? I was sniffing c**e till a nosebleed
She was eating Xanies, shooting dope until she OD'd
I took her to the hospital, left her for the doctors
And the nurses probably looked after her, watched for her
I like to make the details up as I go along
And think I did the right thing even though I know I'm wrong
But I don't know what all the thoughts pushed me to the wall
I had a number in my cell, the smell of p**** on my b****
She died, I didn't even know who she was
Maybe she was just a w**** who'd only blow me for drugs
Maybe I was just enough on that day in September s***
Maybe it's a fantasy, maybe I remember it
[Chorus]
[Scratching fade out]