My d***ation Lyrics

Time to take control (i control this)
It's harder than you know (got to change this)
Feel the muscle twitch (it's electric)
When you let go
Feeling primitive (in my dark room)
Pounding in my head (creeping silence)
They will never know (all the secrets)
Better left unsaid

Always the same and
I didn't know you were
Taking what's mine I
Can see it show through
Waiting to break me
'cause everyday it's
My d***ation

Take another step (look around me)
All that I have left (taken from me)
Things that could have been (are forgotten)
Haunting me again
Set it my own ways (never changing)
Make it through the day (rearranging)
Nothing more to lose (i can tell there's)
Nothing more to say

Always the same and
I didn't know you were
Taking what's mine I
Can see it show through
Waiting to break me
'cause everyday it's
My d***ation

Always to blame you
You crucified me
Leave it behind I
Can't take this hating
I'll make it go away
And everyday it's
My d***ation
Go ahead
You throw the dirt
You tried
To make it hurt me
Everything, everything
Everything breaking me

Always the same
Always to blame
Always the same
Over and over it's my d***ation