Healed Face Lyrics

WATCH ME BLEED. EXPECTANT, MY OWN REFLECTION STARES AT ME.
IT TOOK YEARS TILL I SENSED IT´S JUST A FAKE.
IT´S JUST A FAKE EFFIGY OF MYSELF
´CAUSE IT WAS FASTER THAN MY MIND COULD RECLAIM.
SHALLOW WAS THE DRAWER. PAINT MYSELF WITH GLITTER EYES,
BUT STILL HE HURTS ME. IN MY MEMORIES. INSIDE.
INSIDE THE HEALED FACE. PAIN. LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY.
EVERY NIGHT I SEE THE BLOOD ON MY LEGS.
HE MADE A WOMAN OUT OF ME. UNWANTED.
THE WORDS HE WHISPERED, THEY SCREAM IN MY HEAD.
EVERY NIGHT: DISGUST, PAIN AND HATE.
AND I´M ASKING INTO NOTHING:
CAN I EVER FEEL AGAIN?
TIME, WHY DON´T YOU GO BY.
TO HEAL ALL OF MY WOUNDS?
OR IS THIS JUST AN EMPTY PROMISE?
DO THE DEEPEST WOUNDS REMAIN?