They say there's nothing wrong with making mistakes... Errare humanum est. I'm supposed to learn from them. But what if I don't? What if I'm too stubborn, lazy and stupid to avoid the s*** I've already stepped in yesterday? Is it in human nature to self-condemn with chronic collapse? Or is it just my f*****' nature?
There...
here I go again...
putting hand in flames...
won't predict the pain...
which is coming...
Crawling back to bed, defeated once more. Swearing blind - "I won't do it again. Never". Bullshit. Proprio motu, I regurgitate the acts of self-destruction. Am I not aware of consequences or is it false hope - "this time I'll conclude"? Non bis in idem?
Just watch me...
The party is over, the bottles are empty and all of my so-called friends left me alone
Tomorrow is sober, tomorrow is angry, tomorrow is regret, repentance and vow
I am so over and I am so empty and all of my so-called fears won't leave me lone
Moral hangover is whispering gently- "you did it again, you fool, you're gone..."
I burned in the joints that I smoked
I drowned in the liquor I poured
I died in the fights I provoked
And I'm no more...
Retract blocked
Door is locked
That's my fault
I'm no more...
The party is over, the bottles are empty and all of my so-called friends left me alone
Tomorrow is sober, tomorrow is angry, tomorrow is regret, repentance and vow
And I am so over and I am so empty and all of my so-called fears won't leave me lone
Moral hangover is whispering gently- "you did it again, you fool, you're gone..."
There...
here I go again...
putting hand in flames...
won't predict the pain...
which is coming...
Crawling back to bed, defeated once more. Swearing blind - "I won't do it again. Never". Bullshit. Proprio motu, I regurgitate the acts of self-destruction. Am I not aware of consequences or is it false hope - "this time I'll conclude"? Non bis in idem?
Just watch me...
The party is over, the bottles are empty and all of my so-called friends left me alone
Tomorrow is sober, tomorrow is angry, tomorrow is regret, repentance and vow
I am so over and I am so empty and all of my so-called fears won't leave me lone
Moral hangover is whispering gently- "you did it again, you fool, you're gone..."
I burned in the joints that I smoked
I drowned in the liquor I poured
I died in the fights I provoked
And I'm no more...
Retract blocked
Door is locked
That's my fault
I'm no more...
The party is over, the bottles are empty and all of my so-called friends left me alone
Tomorrow is sober, tomorrow is angry, tomorrow is regret, repentance and vow
And I am so over and I am so empty and all of my so-called fears won't leave me lone
Moral hangover is whispering gently- "you did it again, you fool, you're gone..."