Dependable People and Things That I'm Sure Of Lyrics

I know that he loves me as I watch him leave
I'd do anything at all to hear his voice call me
But now there's a shadow where once stood a beam
He's searching for colour in a sepia scene
And the cold wind blows like my grip on a string
That I held so close now he's not listening, he's not listening

But I can go out there, I can be someone else
We all have the power to do this s*** to ourselves
But in the quiet times, where nobody can see
I'm letting my thoughts get bigger than me

And the cold wind blows and the spring never came
And I feel so sick if I hear his name
Oh how he left me cause we went too far
I looked at my body, I learnt how to drive a car
I had my family and I had my friends
But oh, how I wanted to be with him again

And I know he's somewhere that he wants to be
And I only wish he wanted that with me
But I can run further than I could before
And I can laugh louder, I can dance 'til I'm sore
Then in the morning, I can do it again
I just have to keep moving, don't ever stop moving
And all of this envy and all of this fear
Will just be a memory of this s***** year
And I'm so much older than I want to be
But there's so much more if I take it easy