How did I get here?
By losing faith, being guided by fears
And I'm hanging on every word
With the hopes that you can help me away
And it's all I know
Oh, how death don't like to let you go
It's killing me to see you slipping away, yeah
Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Til I save myself
Oh, I have to save myself
Now, the systems we have placed
To protect ourselves are hard to erase
And the egos that we bring
Are the guarding walls that have brought us this far
And it's all I know
That addictions don't like to let you go
It's killing me to see you slipping away, yeah
Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Til I save myself
Oh, I have to save myself
Well, the victims that we play
Are familiar ghosts that won�t go away
And the patterns that we break
Are the only hope that can shatter their grip
Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Til I save myself
Oh, I have to fix myself
Yeah, I have to save myself
By losing faith, being guided by fears
And I'm hanging on every word
With the hopes that you can help me away
And it's all I know
Oh, how death don't like to let you go
It's killing me to see you slipping away, yeah
Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Til I save myself
Oh, I have to save myself
Now, the systems we have placed
To protect ourselves are hard to erase
And the egos that we bring
Are the guarding walls that have brought us this far
And it's all I know
That addictions don't like to let you go
It's killing me to see you slipping away, yeah
Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Til I save myself
Oh, I have to save myself
Well, the victims that we play
Are familiar ghosts that won�t go away
And the patterns that we break
Are the only hope that can shatter their grip
Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Til I save myself
Oh, I have to fix myself
Yeah, I have to save myself