Wish Lyrics

This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart
Climbed up real high now fall down real far
No need for me to stay
The last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more f***** up I could do
Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I'm the one without a soul
I'm the one with this big f****** hole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line
Bad luck fist f***
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone
Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you

I want to but I can't turn back but I want to