All I Am Lyrics

This is a game that I cant win,
I ran out of luck today,
I called in sick this time,
I had to draw the line somewhere,
So I would not get hurt,
When you would let me go
Welcome to the journey of the deserter,
A journey to nowhere,
Headlights on and mirror down

All I am, is all Ive been,
And lately Ive been up to nothing much
Worth mentioning
This year has passed me by,
And somehow it feels like,
I slept through seasons like I
Would sleep through cold winters if I could

Someday its gonna be better,
Someday it will be all right,
Someday its gonna be better,
But not tonight
All I am, is all Ive been,
And lately Ive been up to nothing much
Worth mentioning

The planets are aligned,
Against a backlit velvet sky,
And I just look at stars, the way Id look at you, if you would be around