It smells of you Lyrics

my ears are ringing
i was blown away by the sound of your soul
i can't stop singing
up until today i'd never found your voice out in the cold
i should not have asked you, i know;
i saw your face change
but the gulping that you did
was suffocating me
and i was much to fast to, you know,
re-arrange all the stories that you hid
while you were dating me

i want to float in an ocean of nothing to say
i want to say something else than
"can i tell you how much i..."
full orchestrated pieces of conversation
let me take you back when we said nothing at all
just played each other's guitars, no confrontation
until then we didn't stumble and fall
the full flavour of your lies
hasn't quite reached my tongue
and the apple of my eye
is rotting away slowly, robbing all the air out of my lungs

yesterday i found something that belongs to you
i don't know what to do with it, it smells of you
this is what i mean when i say
"no matter what i do, you don't seem to leave my world,
dammit, to hell with you"