For the first time I found myself in envy of the primetime demographic for nothing more than to taste that evening calm that they enjoy. Cause as of late I've had no time. I hope for snow instead of rain, so I wont have to drive. I set this up when I took on too much. That's something that my mother knows. My role within this workforce was never one that I confused with my goals in this world. Job t**les and security don't really satisfy me, I just wanted you to know that I know. Passion and burden are two words I wont use in the same sentence ever again. That's what I'll remember, and that and the siren call of that pass through the mountains into California and the diners we called home and the way I felt at every show. Passion and burden are 2 words I wont use in the same sentence ever again.