How could I've let things get so far gone?
I never figured it would come to this.
The caution signs were there,
I just ignored them all,
now I'm a f****** wreck and it's all my fault.
If I could say just one last thing,
it would be thank you,
and now I finally see the person that I want to be.
I had made a grave mistake, misprioritized.
Hindsight afforded me a look into myself.
Didn't act the way I should,
now I'm on my last nerve,
If I had another chance I'd give what you deserve.
You deserve more.
I've f***** up everything,
like humanitarian intervention.
I tear myself apart like schizophrenic hallucinations.
So now I'm out here on my own,
and I am on the run.
It's time to rethink who I am,
and what I should have done.
I've made mistakes, I'll learn from them.
I hope one day you can forgive, I won't forget.
I never figured it would come to this.
The caution signs were there,
I just ignored them all,
now I'm a f****** wreck and it's all my fault.
If I could say just one last thing,
it would be thank you,
and now I finally see the person that I want to be.
I had made a grave mistake, misprioritized.
Hindsight afforded me a look into myself.
Didn't act the way I should,
now I'm on my last nerve,
If I had another chance I'd give what you deserve.
You deserve more.
I've f***** up everything,
like humanitarian intervention.
I tear myself apart like schizophrenic hallucinations.
So now I'm out here on my own,
and I am on the run.
It's time to rethink who I am,
and what I should have done.
I've made mistakes, I'll learn from them.
I hope one day you can forgive, I won't forget.