wandering through the refuge of my dreams
nightmarish blessings to speak
decay in shrouds and fragments
this place steams in the mist of butchered mind
I became nothingness
I became abyss of expression
embracing the poison
as hunger that keeps me awake
crushing eleos and pride
through reign of contradiction
clasping the dusty ruins
reclaiming the throne of bones
commanding a legion
composed of tainted words and symbols
erupting abyssal volcanism
raising the omega of mind
reasons to justify
the fall seems eternal
crumbling in rays of light
blinding the clearest sight
Chaque matin, quand le soleil se lève pour les autres, en répandant la joie et la chaleur dans toute la nature, tandis qu"aucun de mes traits ne bouge, en regardant fixement l"espace plein de ténèbres, accroupi vers le fond de ma caverne aimée, dans un désespoir qui m"enivre comme le vin, je meurtris de mes puissantes mains ma poitrine en lambeaux.
Objet de mes vœux, je n"appartenais plus à l"humanité.
Et je ne demanderais pas mieux que de ne pas épuiser mon esprit à réfléchir continuellement.
Rappelle-toi-le bien; nous sommes sur ce vaisseau démâté pour souffrir.
embracing the poison
as hunger that keeps me awake
embracing the poison
as hunger that keeps me addicted
for I consciously perish in the bright shining embers of the golden sun
one poisoned well to bail from, may be more effective than countless jars of venomous liquid
why would I destroy myself on purpose, while speaking insensate curses against all that breathes and crying oceans of acid?
for what I still fear the most is myself
for l*** burns deeper still than heartache
until the poison devours me
until the poison devours me
until the poison devours you
until the poison devours us
nightmarish blessings to speak
decay in shrouds and fragments
this place steams in the mist of butchered mind
I became nothingness
I became abyss of expression
embracing the poison
as hunger that keeps me awake
crushing eleos and pride
through reign of contradiction
clasping the dusty ruins
reclaiming the throne of bones
commanding a legion
composed of tainted words and symbols
erupting abyssal volcanism
raising the omega of mind
reasons to justify
the fall seems eternal
crumbling in rays of light
blinding the clearest sight
Chaque matin, quand le soleil se lève pour les autres, en répandant la joie et la chaleur dans toute la nature, tandis qu"aucun de mes traits ne bouge, en regardant fixement l"espace plein de ténèbres, accroupi vers le fond de ma caverne aimée, dans un désespoir qui m"enivre comme le vin, je meurtris de mes puissantes mains ma poitrine en lambeaux.
Objet de mes vœux, je n"appartenais plus à l"humanité.
Et je ne demanderais pas mieux que de ne pas épuiser mon esprit à réfléchir continuellement.
Rappelle-toi-le bien; nous sommes sur ce vaisseau démâté pour souffrir.
embracing the poison
as hunger that keeps me awake
embracing the poison
as hunger that keeps me addicted
for I consciously perish in the bright shining embers of the golden sun
one poisoned well to bail from, may be more effective than countless jars of venomous liquid
why would I destroy myself on purpose, while speaking insensate curses against all that breathes and crying oceans of acid?
for what I still fear the most is myself
for l*** burns deeper still than heartache
until the poison devours me
until the poison devours me
until the poison devours you
until the poison devours us