["Blackloader" was originally written in 1995, and featured on our 1996 "Six Tears Of Sorrow" mini-CD. This as a brand new, completely re-arranged version.]
Nothingness in curves
Nothingness so present inside me
Woke up from my dream
Deafened by this ghostly silence
(It seemed so real)
I watched it all just scatter before me
Where did I go wrong?
Dreaming I was safe
But nothing is ever obtained
Another day in pain
Left behind to d*** the crime that I ignore
And depend on my deteriorating reason
Values turn to nothing
Blackness colours the air
Negative resistance
To the urge of sweet fulfilment
(I lose control)
I watch it all just scatter before me
And I lose control
Dreaming I was safe
Dreaming all my life
My whole life... just a dream
Colours blend and fade away
Time has come for us to play
No more mystic poetry
No more s***e for you to be
All left is Black!
Feel the pain... I d*** the crime that I ignore
Nothingness in curves
Nothingness so present inside me
Woke up from my dream
Deafened by this ghostly silence
(It seemed so real)
I watched it all just scatter before me
Where did I go wrong?
Dreaming I was safe
But nothing is ever obtained
Another day in pain
Left behind to d*** the crime that I ignore
And depend on my deteriorating reason
Values turn to nothing
Blackness colours the air
Negative resistance
To the urge of sweet fulfilment
(I lose control)
I watch it all just scatter before me
And I lose control
Dreaming I was safe
Dreaming all my life
My whole life... just a dream
Colours blend and fade away
Time has come for us to play
No more mystic poetry
No more s***e for you to be
All left is Black!
Feel the pain... I d*** the crime that I ignore