Sweet Loss Lyrics

When it's getting darker, I'm thinking of it
When I'm all alone, I'm craving for this
I wish for the death of my parents
I cherish the perdition's vast grief
I dive deep into the seas of self-pityness
I feel the curse of adversity
When the shadows grow larger, I'm thinking of it
When I talk to myself, I'm craving for this
I wish for the death of my children
I swear the unjust gods
I crawl down the realms of in-existence
And I accept the cruel fate
Reaching the nadir of my emotional being
I come back stronger and relieved
I often recall the taste of this sweet loss
And I wonder what I can do to feel it once more
For real...